JeNny

annery i jacked ur shyt again lol

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 18:35:44 GMT

ROOM:

1. What color are your walls? like a whitish baby pickish kinda color
2. What color is your bedspread/sheets? ..lemmy go check..okie their light purple with dark purple weird freakish shapes on them (my grandma made it for me)
3. What color is your rug? pink
4. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? nope i have picture collages and picture frames and ona corner of my wall i call it the hialeah section, it has a whole bunch of cheerleading pics and megaphiones form when i made the team and like poster of when baseball made champs (wow this was a long answer)

5. Do you have a TV? of course

6. Do you have a phone? a purple one
7. Do you have your own computer? no it's a "family computer" fuck that
8. Do you have a desk? yea but it's like really small and it's in the corner of my room under the hialeah section, i call it the clothes desk, (all my un worn clothes that i try on for a possible outfit for the day that has been rejected gets thrown into that corner and considered for the next day)

9. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? probably my pictures, cuz i have a whole lot of them, that and a few stuff animals that i've had for a while, oh yea and my small purple pillow that my grandma made me, i love that thing
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? my comfy bed, and my pictures of all my firneds and all my memories through out the years
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? a light bulb that turns on when u click the switch, u can't get any more fancy then that

GETTING READY:
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? grab my contact stuff and head to the bathroom, then i pee first then i put on my contacts lol
02. Anything unusual? well i can't see very well when i pee, cuz i don't have my contacts on yet so i guess the room looks a lil unsuall, more blury then anything
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? if there's not anything good on tv then yea
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school? i don't need to try i'm naturally cute,..duh! lol j/k....i have my days

SCHOOL:
01. What color is your backpack? back pack is so middle school i've upgraded to purses throughout the year
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work? usually yea
03. Do you listen or doodle? a lil bit of both
04. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? sumtimes i eat the nasy "food" at school, and sumtimes i just wait till schools over
05. What do you do right when schools over? that's jenny's nap time

HOME:
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? depends on what's happened during the day but mostly likely it doens't get to that point
02. Happy? yea i guess
03. Tired? defiantely, hello didn't u read the nap time question?
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? now read this question again with what u had on top, does it really make sense, No stuuupppiidd!

OTHER :

01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? only when my dog walks me...lol
02. Do you collect anything? pictures, u should see my room
03. What do you do in your spare time? either on the phone or in the middle of my nap time
04. Are you in love, or at least falling? definately in love! <3

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed? go pee for i don't wet the bed..lol j/k but i do go pee every night before i go to sleep it';s kinda a habit
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? their usually in bed before i go to sleep

03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? uaulyl on my tummy, but i change positons ALOT when i sleep, when i was lil my mom use to say i dance in my sleep lol, so u culd just imagine what my bed looks like in the morjng lol
04. Do you like your life? yea right now i do

// Favs //
Song: anythign form linkin park
CD: the one my baby made for me

Food: anything except lasagna and meat loaf

Thing to do in spare time: sleep, on phone
Color: purple
TV show: right now it's high school reunion i love those reality shows
Music group: linkin park

Alcoholic drink: .....i don't drink

Vacation Spot: anywhere beachy like cancun or hawaii n stuff..
Sport: CHEERLEADING!!!!!!!!!!
Actor: paul fucking beautiful walker
Actress: i don't really care about them there girls lol
Toothpaste: i don't use toothpaste i use soap..sumtimes...lol j/k
Shampoo: HELLO SOAP!!!!! bwahaha

// Which One? //
Basketball/Football: CHEERLEADING!!!
Day/Night: CHEERLEADING!!!!! lmao j/k night time..oh yea
Brad Pitt/Ben Affleck: CHEERLEADING!!!! lol okie i'm done now, no i'm not PAUL WALKER!!!!!!
1 Pillow/2 pillows: 2!
Abercrombie/A.E.: what's that? ..lol j.k neitheri i aint into all those brand things i buy wut looks cute
Dog/Cat: PAUL WALKER!!!!!! lol..sorry..dogs!!!
Skirt/Dress: both
Florida/Hawaii: Hawaii and florida
Candy/Flowers: shyt u better give me both! lol probably flowers their more sweet

Bacon bits/Crutons: for my salad..both
Necklace/Braclet: both!

Vanillia/Chocolate: chocolate

Kisses/Hugs: a whole lot of both
Ice Cream/Yogurt: ice cream
Pepsi/Coke: applejuice

Short Hair/Long Hair: long hair
Cookies/Brownies: cookies

// Do you... //

have cable: yes
watch mtv: yes
watch vh1: not usually
wear makeup: yea but not that much
carry a purse: yep
have braces: nope i have good teeth
have freckles: no
like cookies: yummy

sleep with a stuffed animal: duh! there's no other way to sleep

have a watch: yes and i broke it at subways, damn glass
sing in the shower: no i'm normal lol
carry a wallet: not really it's too big for my purse
currently have a crush: yes paul walker!!! just kididng baby u know it's enrique...iglesias...ewww that wasn't even funny he's just ugly
have a cell phone: yes i do
believe in God: yes i do
think the devil exists: um i dunno i'm kinda undecided on that
believe in heaven and hell: heaven yes hell i don't relly know i'm undecided
wear jewelry: all the time
like to drink water: enrique got me into it
drive: not rewally sumtimes my mom lets me drive her car, but i'm working on getting my restricted lol, yes and i';m 18 shhhaaattaaapp
have a best friend: yes i do

// Have you... //
failed your driving test: never taken it damn gotta rub it in
gotten in a car accident: no
broken any bones: nope.
gotten drunk: I DON'T DRINK, and neither should u, cuz u don't even realize that u asked me a similar question like this already u alchoholic!!cheated on a test: bwahahaha

beat up anybody: yes i have i beat up my boyfriemnd on sunday, and he's got sctateches to prove it! ;)
gotten beat up: enrique tries but he does not succeed
done drugs: never!
taken a dance class: well i dunno if u call dance team a dnace class but yea i guess
gone to summer camp: cheerleading camp..same thing
been on a roller coaster: love em

// Last... //
Last car ride: last night
Last kiss: sunday..yummy lol
Last good cry: i forgot i think it was the night of the banquet :(
Last movie seen: um...i forgot
Last book read: saum macbeth shyt

Last cuss word uttered: probaby fuck
Last beverage drank: ice tea
Last food eaten: oatmeal and sum noddle stuff, i didn't fele like cooking breakfast
Last crush: it's been my boyfriend for like a long ass time, even when he wasn't the guy i was wiht
Last phone call: my mom
Last tv show watched: everybody loves raymond
Last time showered: last night i'm about to go to that now when this damn long ass survey is over!!!
Last shoes worn: my leopard slippers that are on right now
Last cd played: probably either lincon park or ythe one my b/f made me
Last item bought: a number 7 at taco bell
Last downloaded: um.. wow i forgot my computer is slow so i donwload once in a blue moon
Last annoyance: sum stupid ppl
Last disappointment: friends
Last soda drank: coke
Last sleep: this morning wok up at like 11
Last IM: right now, with roy, anne and pancho
Last ice cream eaten: forgot i think i was a banna split at that icecream place
Last time amused: on sunday when i was wrestling with enrique
Last time wanting to die: never
Last time in love: right now
Last time hugged: sunday
Last lipstick used: lipgloss
Last underwear worn: i don't wear underwear!...lol j/k right now i'm wearing a white one that says smiley on it lol
Last shirt worn: baby blue heart one
Last pants worn: cheelrading shorts
Last belt worn: black
Jewelry worn daily: my heart neckalce that enrique bought me that go withthe matching earings, my senior ring, my ring that says love, my watch that i broke at subways, my xoxo bracelet that enrique got all those scratches with, and my anklet that enrique bought me that has a heart a key and a lock on it
Last poster looked at: dunno

// In the past 48 hours have you //
Cried: nope
Bought something: a numvber 7 at taco bell i have alreadsy told u this...damn u fucken alchoholic
Gotten sick: sick of this damn long ass survey
Sang: no
Eaten:yea about an hour ago...
Been kissed: no :( i didn't see himi was at work, i miss u!
Felt stupid: no not really
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn't: yes, cuz he's at work and he can't pick up his damn phone
Moved on: ? yes i moved on from my bed to the computer chair lol

Talked to an ex: hell no fuck him
Missed an ex: once again hell no fuck him
Talked to someone you've got a crush on: i duno if i can have a crush on my b/f? lol i'm confused
Fought with your parents: no their actually happy wiht me cuz i gopt a job lol

// Social Life //
Best girl friend: my doggy i love her!
Best guy friend: enrique i love him too
BoyfriendGirlfriend: enrique <3 love u baby
Hobbies: cheerleading but that's kinda over, danicng, sleeping, going out, being on phone
Pager: yea page me at my cellphone asshole

Are you the center of attention: no not really
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: both
Do you have a job: omg i've been waiitng for this question...! YES I DO!!! yay (pardon the excitemet it's my first one)
Do you go to church: nope, use to

// Personal //
Who's your role model: um i dunno, don't really have one
Pet peeves: feet i freaken hate feet
Ever liked someone you had no chance with: yea it happens to everwone
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: um, i guess now that i look back there all mostly tall, well they have to be for me to liek them lol
Ever been cheated on: yes i have and suprisingly i'm happy he did cheat on me, cuz i was stupid, and it made me open up my eyes, and i'm more happy now then i ever was before
Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
Do you want to get married: eventually, LATER!
Do you want to have kids: yes i do
Are you happy with who you are: yes i am
Are you happy with your life: yea u've already asked this question ass hole

OK THIS THING IS FINALLY OVER!!! IT TAKES SO FREAKEN LONG OMG!!!!!

oh well buh bye love ya,

JeNnY

I GOT A JOB!!!!!

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 17:19:59 GMT

yes, u read write I got a job!!!! i'm so excited after applying to like nearly everywhere sumbody actually hired me! and suprisingly enough i liked it, i started yesterday i worked form 3-9, and i work agaiin today and again thursday, the same hours, i'm so happy i'm finally wortking and making my own money!!!! yay!, oh yea by the way through all this excitement i forgot to write where i work lol, i work at D'or, the clothes place right next to taco bell on 49th street, i'm so happy!, it was fun working there, i know i'm probaby just thinking that now cuz it was my first day and i never worked before but still it was exciting, i'm probab;y gunna dread working in a couple of weeks but right now i like it! so yay!,

k.i.s.s.e.s JeNnY

P.S yes i have just discovered rich text lol (oh yea)

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 19:50:25 GMT

hello, i'm really bored right now so i'm updating, lets see...what's been going on latelty, well on the 23rd i made 7 months with enrique :) i'm happy he's great i dunno wut i would do without him, he makes me happy. love you!

well yesterday, i woke up to the sound of my boyfriends voice telling me to get ready cuz he's on his way to pick me up. so i was like kinda disoriented, but then i woke up then he got here to my hosue and i was still here in my pajamas, oh well he had to wait for my ass to get ready..shhhyytt waken a nigga up like u crazy lol, any ways then we left and went back to his house for he can chnage his clothes then we went to nancy's hosue all the way in buttfuck, and we just chilled there for a while, and waited for eric to come so we played with her dogs , omg those things r the cutest ever there so nice adn big and all cuddly and playful i love them! the when eric got there we left to the fair we got theri like at 3:15 right when it opeend, i ahd alot of fun, i waisted 60 bucks!!! my mother wanted to kill me but w/e we had fun we went on rides and we ate so much, adn we played with the animals that was alot of fun i got to feed them and they were so cute the lil goats or sheep w/e those thigns were they were adorable, adn we played a few games enrique won me a puppy and a big purple dice, shyt i thought no one could beat me in those water game things, he won his first 2 tries, lol then it took me like forever and about 10 dolars later and i finally won him this quote un quote "pimp hat" that he wanted so that was cool, we were in the fair till like the night time we left at like 10 or around there then we went back to nancy's house and watched a movie, then enrique took me home, oh yea i forgot to mention he finally got his car, truck explore thing, i really don't know anything much about it but i'm ahppy for him cuz he's so excited about it lol so yea then we got in his car and he took me home, i had a lot of fun i wann go tot he fair again it was exciting lol!

hmm there's not much more to write about, this spring break is kinda gunna suck cuz enrique works everydayb till like 5:30/6:00 which SO SUCKS! grrrr, w/e i'll find sumthign to do, it'll give me sum time to study for my ACT test which i take next saturday, and also my damn restricted shyt! I NEED TO GTE IT ALREADY i think i'm about a few years late lo, anywyaz imma go do sumthing besides be on the compouter all day chow!

luv ya

JeNnY

kinda bored so here's a survey

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 17:11:37 GMT

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Jennifer Ashley Reynolds

2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blue cheerleading shorts

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? my dog crying cuz she wants to come in the house

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 4914

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? eggs sausage and apple juice

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? purple

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? windy

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
:x (lol) j/k, probabaly, the face i guess

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? i stole it from annery's journal bwahaha

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? bored

12. FAVORITE DRINK? at this moment apple juice, but keep checking back for the latest update

14. FAVORITE SPORTS? i'm a cheer girl, and yes i9 think it's a sport so SHAAATAAPP!

15. HAIR COLOR? um i guess light brown or dirty blonde

16. EYE COLOR? usually kinda blue but they change colors sumtimes

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yep

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES: 1 big brother who is 19 gunna be 20 in may

19. FAVORITE MONTH? probably february cuz it's my bday and valentines

20? FAVORITE FOOD? turasco steak and mash potatoes, (my dad makes that good)

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: dawn of the dead (good movie)

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? as of right now august 23 :)

23. FAVORITE RELAXATION SPOT? my bed.. duh

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? um probably not

25. FIRST TEENAGE (OR PRE-TEEN) MOVIE STAR CRUsh? i don't remeber who the first one is but right now it's paul walker

26. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer

27 HUGS OR KISSES? i love a lot of both!

28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STAND? definately relationships

29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate

30. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? write back to wut stupid

31. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? nobody it's a journal dumbass, their called comments

32. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? shaaataap already

33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? wiht my parents who are driving me crazy

34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? um just finished macbeth in class, that book so sucks i don't understadn that literature bullshyt

35. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? sum gay shyt that says "DELL"

36. FAVORITE BOARD GAME: guess who, it's not really a board but i always loved that game

37. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? went over to enriques house

38. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? for me amari, and for guys, my boyfriends cologne i think it's curve or sumthing with a "c"

39. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? get back to me on thta one
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0. DO YOU LIKE VIDEO GAMES? mario brothers rule!! right babe? lmao

41.BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN? lots of butter, and salt

42. FAVORITE Car? i really don't kno anything abot cars, but i guess a pretty shiny sliver one

44. HOW MANY KEYS DO U HAVE ON YOUR KEY RING? 2keys, both for my house

45. CAN YOU JUGGLE? proabably not

46. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? friday

47. RED OR WHITE WINE? i don't kno, i've never drank wine before

48. WHAT DID U DO FOR UR LAST BIRTHDAY? went to outback with the group, the day before and my actuall bday justw ent out to eat at rhoad house with my fmaily, then came home and when enrique got off of work he suprised me with a bday cake! how exciting lol

49 WHATS YOUR FAVORITE WEB SITE? proabably livejournal.com, or a quotes page

50. IF YOU COULD CHOSE UR AGE, WHAT AGE WOULD YOU CHOOSE? i don't kno, i guess i like the age i am now, no se

so yea...

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 21:31:49 GMT

hello i ahven't updated for a good while and i was here bored online so i decided to give my journal a lil update, well since the last time i wrote abunch of things have happened but i'll be brief since it'd all in the past and doesn't really matter anywyaz,

well FCAT was fun i skipped to the beach 3 outta the four days,the beach was really fun i got a nice lil tan, that went away already which is gay but w/e

um lets see wut else, ..well yea we had our chererleading banquet which was ..alright.. it was of 50's theme and what not, the food sucked, the mucsic sucked too i think dancing to 50's is kinda gay, but that's just me, i dunno maybe it wasn't as good for me cuz i was just having a really bad day, but w/e what was good was that suprisinly i got most improved for varsity so big yay for me! lol:)

and right now cheerleading clinic is goign on the tryouts are on monday, imma miss that squad we were all really close and i had alot of fun this year imma miss all my lil juniors lol, and just the fact that we were an awesome squad all together..

um..lets see wut else, i've aplied to literally EVERYWHERE to like probably, no lie like about 15 places (give or take a few) and from all those 15 places, i have been rejected from a whopping number of 15 friggen places!, can u belive that nobody wnats to hire me!, i really need a job so bad, i need the money, and i have plenty of time on my hands now that cheerleading is over, and i need a job so if anyone knows who's hiring, please tell me!!! i'd appreciate it alot!lol thatnx

latetly i've been thinking bout how a lot of things are going right now, with basically every part of my life and it's like ugh! i need chnage i need a different enviroment, i need different routines, i need different people in my life, different people to talk to, people who actually give a damn about me, people who can actually carry a conversation and not "talk shyt" or put ppl down in everyhting they say, people who aren't so .. "HIALEAH", i dunno how to explain it, it's like i don't feel stable, i don't feel things are right, nothings how it use to be, it's liek they chnaged, but not in a good way, or atleast not to me. w/e i guess ppl grow outta eachother, and things get old and u find things out that u would rather not kno..w/e wow reading abck on this i realize i just made a ryhme, what a dork! lol

so yea i'm here at my house all bored and alone and what not, and i've been online for WAAAAYY too long lol so imma sighn off now, buh bye

jenny

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 17:59:57 GMT

todays my b-day! yay how exciting i'm legal, not that's it's gunna make much a difference but just knowing i'm legal is good enough lol, well yea i don't really kno wut imma do today, probably not much cuz ppl are workign at stuff, ands i got things to do.

i've already applied to a few colleges online n stuff and i got a big project due tomm. which i had for 2 weeks and forgot about...whoopsy, well yea it doens't look goods for me leaving my house lol, but that's okay cuz yetsrady i had fun with my friends, we went to go eat at outback with like a group of like 12 loud ass people and i had fun, we were gunan go to Gusto's suprisil;nly my mom was okay with it but that didn't happen :( w/e, i'm dying to go to a club like seriously i wanna go! but any way we went to go check out the "haunted bridge" and we went like pass the bridge part i think or w./e and i freaked and made everyone go back, i'm sorry i'm a chciken shyt when it comes to alll that stuff especially that bridge cuz i ahd a really bad experience with that bridge when me anne enrique and anthony went over there got outta the cars and walked in BY FRIKEN FOOT i was taking a shyt then a car came and we started running from it cuz a car wasn't suppose to come it's a clsoed bridge so we freaked and started running, then i fell over sum medal shyt and ate the floor, i was so scared but w/e thjat was about a month or so ago now these ppl wanna go abck cuz we never went in all the way, and i was scared as balls so i made enrique trun around the car and go back, lol sorry to all of u who wanted to go in but maybe i'll grow the balls eventually lol

anywho, valneitnes day was awesome i had such a great night, it was a surprise cuz enrique wasn't telling me where we were going or doing and it was driving me crazy, so w/e the day finally came and he oicked me up at my hosue brought me sum pretty roses, then we got in the car and we left to...SUMWHERE!...i dind't know where and i was goign crazy so i drove him crazy but he still didn't tell me but then we finally got there and we ended up at pemboke mall and i was like uh okay?..lol but then we went to this cute store that u make ur own stuffed animal and i was like awe, it was the cutest thign he told me to pick whatever i want and happy valentines day i loved it i ended up picking out a moose cuz no one has a stuffed moose and then the guy stuffed him and we put a lil "love" herat inside him then we went a put a machine thign that says "i love u" when u press his hand, and then we went to go dress him whicnh took forever and a year cuz there were so many choices but i ended up dresssing him in jeans a polo shirt and sneakers to make it look liek enrique, i was bunna put a backwards hat but those damn antler thingies weren't having it, anywho we went and made the lil adoption certificate and i named it enrique it's the cutest thing, okay ono after that we went to the jewler place adn we wnt to fix this necklace that he bought me for christmas, cuz it got messed up a lil when i was stunting for cherlading but now it's okay and fixed, and then after that we drove to boston market, then took the food to go then we went to a lake in miami lakes and ate in the hill it was really sweet and romantic and very original, that's why i love him so much lol, so yea i ahd a nice time, then after that we went to his hosue and just chilled for a while thnew he took me home.

i'm writing a whole lot in this journal it's very long lol, well yea i ahve nothign much else to write about so buh bye!

love ya,
jenny

i suck!

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 20:22:05 GMT

i'm really hating myself for alot of things right now

going insane

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 23:45:32 GMT

long entry..prepare urslef

hello guys, well i have so many things going on and circling in my head right now it's not even funny, it's gotten so bad that i just took a paper one day and just wrote everything down, i have so many deadlines, so many things to worry about, so many things to do, it's just really stressful, i really wanna get into FIU but the money is just not there and wut pisses me off even more is that my mom doesn't even have any hope in me i'm proabbaly gunna get stuck goign to dade, not that there's anythign wrong wihrt dade, i just wouldn't be happy with it, i want more for myself, i dunno maybe i'm just being really stubborn n stupid, or just badly informd about that collge i dunno w.e well i gte my scores this weekend i'm so nervbous i really need a scholarhsip and i only need 40 morte points in math in order to gte it and i also gotta do sumthign else but w/e, everything is just stressing me i feel like okay i finally got sumthing done i'm almosdt there but no i keep back tracking there's always sumthignelse that needs to be done, something else that is keeping my from my goal , and sumtimes i just feel so stupid and regretful for not bing good enough in school, but w/e that's a whole topic on it's own

so yea lets talk about sumthign else..i applied for a job, i really really like REALLY wanna get it, it seems like such a good job and i need a job, at this point i'll preety much take anythign aslong as it doesn't hafta deal wht food or serving ppl food, cuzc i aint having it

too more sad news my cheerleading activitites are slowly comping too an end, our last game is gunna be next friday, in a way i'm happy cuz basketbal games are always kinad sucky and boring but then again i'm sad cuz i kno i can't makeit in cheerleading for college so it's like this is it, it's all over, and it's sad cuz i love the feeling of being part of a team and doing sumthing i enjoy, like having an extra activity has always just been fun, imma miss camp, that was the best, our stressful prctcis for autmn capers, our tramas, all those football games, it was all an experience then i'm guna miss alot...but w/e

i feel very negative right now about my future and college, and a whole bunch of things it all just really scares me, i feel like i have no one but my boyfriend sumtimes, cuz my friends are friends but were all slowly drifting apart, my fmaily is pissing me off latelty, it's like imma be alone, and stuck in dade while everyone has made sumthign more of themselves...ugh here i go again with the negativity..w/e i think i'm analyzing things too much it just keeps stressing me.. w.e

well to a more positive subject..me adn my boyfriend have been togther for 5 months and a week adn sumthign, he's whats' keepingme going through all of this right now, i love u baby :) k.i.s.s.e.s!

well yea i think imma sighn off now i'm beocming a computer nerd lol, bye

jenny

~ HaPpY n HyPeR~

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 20:47:01 GMT

so yea i just got home from having a lil adventure around hialeah with my boyfriend, and i'm feeling very positive about us....i can honetsly say i have sumthign good right now, i feel like everyhting is so perfect, i've never tried so hard to make things work with anyone in my life so i know this feeling that i have is real. i think i'm really in love this time. <3 k.i.s.s.e.s <3

plans for the weekend:
not really sure but tommorrow imma go to enrique's house cuz his mom wants to make sum "special dinner" or sumthing so that's cool, on saturday might see if i do somthing with enrique nancy n eric..iceskating ..perhaps? no se still.. but wait this just in we have a long wekend coming up... YAY!
maybe we'll go to the beach..that's free lol, i'm cheap

anyway..i don't really have much to write about, kinda bored i think imma take a nap right now beofre my game tonight..

chow
JeNnY

bugged

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 23:50:02 GMT

things are weird
ppl r weird
i'm weird
and confused
and oh yea my tummy hurts
ppl nevre chnage
and i don't know y i'm so nieve!!!!!!!!!

THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lots of things on my mind

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 20:31:08 GMT

something that's been on my mind latlety about alot of people *people talk so much fucken shit, it's like fuck get ur Goddamn nose out of my business and out of my personal life, ur opinion of ANYHTING is not valid, and i don't care!*

-shyt talkers have gotten me in a bad mood
-my mother got me in an even worse mood
-i wanna get ouuta high school but i know when it's over imma wanna go back
-i'm too paranoid ..about everything!
-i've recently noticed that i started doing sumthing that i promised sumone i would never do again
-i'm so worried about my SAT's scores (i gte them soon)argh!
-i found sumthing out this weekend that i wish i would of never heard,but glad i found out cuz i should kno, it's going to chnage my life completelty,things won't ever be the same, i'm so scared
-i feel bad about alot of things i put ppl through...
-i feel guilty for alot of things that have happened
-i don't know if i'll ever suceed adn be happy with a career, cuz i'm all twisted about my future
-i wanan get inot a good collegebut i don't think i even qualify!!!!!!! (fucken SAT's)!

we yea those are just sum of the things that are circling around in my head..

well w/e i gotta do sum h/w! blah!

jenny

one of those days...

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 20:45:14 GMT

today is one of those days were i just feel really bad..not just about one particular thing but it's about lots of different things in general..i'm not happy, i feel depressed, i feel like crying, i feel like i don't belong, i feel like i'm being judged, i feel lonely, and i feel like there's no one to go to, there's only one person right now at this moment that i know for a fact doesn't judge me,talk shyt about me, alwaiis listens to me and is alwaiis there for me when i need them no matter what and to that single person u know who u are and i appreciate everything you've done thank you.

i don't see alot of people the same way anymore...it seems like everyone has chnaged, personalities of people i use to adore seem so negative and crappy now. and i know ppl chnage or w/e but....it just sucks i don't know the words to say but like i have so many things i just wanna vent out but i don't know what to say, how to say it, and i kno i'll almost alwaiis geta stupid comment from an oh so "adoring" perosanlity and i'mn tired of all the stupid comments people have so many fucken opinions and it means crap to me becasue "opinions are like assholes, everyones got them" i don't know where this is all coming from i just don't like alot of people or maybe i just don't like chnage or maybe i just can't accept that change isd a part of life..or maybe just maybe i'm about to get my period and i'm extra sensitive to everyhting right now and how ppl treat me, and how i see things, i dunno i'm just not happy and i don';t kno the reason this might be the reason but ..i dunno..maybe i'm crazy.

w/e bye

possible future psycho patient
00000 JeNnY 00000

keeping myself from a nap...

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 20:40:35 GMT

BAH-HUM-BUG!!!! i wanna go to bed and take a nap but..no..jenny has to stay up and do fucken comminty service paper hour shyt's and other h/w..grrr..there's so many things that i need to be doing right now but i'm here in front of this computer screen updating my journal..my tiny break alwiis turns out to be a "i'll finish it tomm. thing" w/e

well i'm feeling happy..my boyfriend makes me smile..today we got into a clay fight in 1 st period in which my boyfriend decideds to act up and put wet clay on my face..i mean he couldn't just let me win..no no..well obviousky this started a war becaseu i aint playing those hoe ass games..lol to make a long story short we both ended up going to the bathrrom cuz there was clay everywhere like literally there was clay stuck on my eyelashases cuz it dried and i got it in his hair and on his shirt adn all up in the face ..bwahahaha

just to annoy georgie i will now write a paragraph dedicated to my SAT's...i hate them..they suck..i take it agian on saturday..haven';t really studied ...i don't really have faith that i'll get a better score..ovbiosuly i hope that i do...hmmm i wonder wut georgie thinks aboutt he SAT's... i don't really see the point in why people invented the SAT's there hard and there making my life more difficult..which reminds me i need to get studying for them...i guess i'll study after i take my "short break" :) well georgie i hope u enjoyed my paragrapgh on the SAT's :) lol

i can't thin of anything else that needs to be written about...oh well if anythign intersting ahppens i'll keep things posted

chow!
:::jenny::::

updating...

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 20:57:24 GMT

well lets see...

saturday- went to sum s.a.t study shyt was okay then went to cici's with my babe and my mom then went to abuelitas hosue THEN took him home came home myslf to go out later on with him agian..i had fun we went to dolphin and we watched gothica then we ate at jonhny rockets then went home

sunday- was me n enrique's 3 month anniversary YAY! lol it was so cute he got me flowers and an ugly lil e.t thing lmao..now lemmy tell u bout my awesome gift to him it was the best idea EVER! well u would have to understadn the story and tyhe meaning behind it to get the best effect but in a nutshell i made a cute thing outta a kleenex box and i decorated it adn out his fav chcoolate inside adn bought a monkey that was holding the box..and inside one of the choclates had the lil paper adn it said "i love you" awww and then we said the whole love thing for the first time so that was cool...so yea thingsa with him are obviosly going REALLY good i'm happy with him..so yea

besides that i don't really thik much elese is going on....

i can't wait to graduate sumtimes...i just wanna leave so much things behind me so many ppl that i just don't wanna ahve to see or deal wiht ever again...the hypocrisy..the chnaging of ppl u thoguht u knew..the lies.. the bullshyt..the shyt tlaking..basically seeing things in a whole new light latelty..w/e

well yea imam go i ahve no more to write about..

k.i.s.s.e.s
JeNnY

BLAH! ::::sticks tongue out:::::

Tue, 11 Nov 2003 18:54:12 GMT

ok so yea haven't written since ..well who the hell cares..it's just been a while..been real busy.... as u all prob kno already SENIORS RULE!!! so yea enuff said about that

oh yea by tyhe way when i find out which mother fucker had the bright idea of inventing the SAT'S mark my words i will gte a fucken tag team on ur ass and we will JUMP U!! so wiht that said i think it's safe to say that i am defiantelty a hater of the SAT's..they suck i hope they die or burn or w/e studing for this test is getting me so mad! i am not a studier person! i HATE the SAT's!!!!!! **grrr!!!**

:::::returning to a calmer jenny:::::::

:)...ok so yea things with the boyfriend are really doing awesome! ::::smiles:::::: HEART U! *muah*

people are changing...some things are really different form how they use to be it sucks, don't really kno how to describe it maybe it's always been this way but like i dunno it's just different now, i don't realy like...eitheir way i'll always be here...w/e

well yea school is getting me fristrated i feel stupid sumtimes..everyopne is so far ahead of me..i feel like i'll never go to a good college..i'm leraning now that grades in high school is not a joke and it's becoming one of those thing that "i wish i wouuld of known sooner"..i mena i knew i alays had to get good grades but i never streessed it and now i'm like all fucked up n shyt and like it's hard to chabge things and bring things up and i'm struggling while everyone else seems to be getting all their collge shyt done so easy..i dunno it just makes me feel like a dumb ass ..w/e

well yea imma go now see if i can actually learn sumthig for these fucken SAT's..buh bye!

luv ya,
jenny

haven't wriiten for a while...

Mon, 27 Oct 2003 00:34:13 GMT

hello everyone well i haven't written for a while been really busy with pratcies for EVERYHTING!!! i'm soo tired i need my sleep..oh wel i'm having fun..

well yetsreday was christy's party i ahd a good time din'ty really dance much but it was fun being with enrique, and watching ppl get drunk..omg larry is halarious when he's drunk..well yea HAPPY BDAY TO CHRISTY..even tho it's alredy late

and oh yea me n enrique made 2 months on thursday so whoohoo for us!!!.. he got me a cute silver anklet that has 3 charms on them one is a heart one is a lock and the other is a key and it's super cute...thanx babe..heart u!!!

i can't wait till autmn capers is over i'm dieing and i'm like sleep deprived so i gte grumpy with ppl and i don't even notice it so if i'm ever giving any one "grumpiness"..just don't take it personally..lol..so i'll apologize ahead of time

well i dond't really have much to write about..nothing much is new that i kno of so later gator!!

luv ya,
jenny

i'm finally updating again.....lol

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 16:35:38 GMT

hey everyone well i haven't updated in a while been kindad busy and i havne't really had much to write about everyting is the same things are going good..trying to find sum interetsign cheese but...nope can't think of anyting from the top of my head ohwell

yesterday: had a really great time went to christy's hosue my the night chilled there for a while thenw e went to outback with a whole mess of ppl... tripped out.."oh jee golly the guys left us" (dis dick)..nice try tho..:) then we went back to christy's in the mighty expedition very prettty car adn we were all eating shyt then the guys attepmtd to scare us in christy's housebut they ended up just locking us in the laundry room. me and carol are the only ones that EDCAPED!!!! it was funy it was like we were in that "gladiator" show! then we all just chilled a lil longer then went home..

today: enrique's gunna comne over and wre gunna study for the dreaded SAT's FUCK THEM!!! ugh i've procrastinated witht hat shyt too much i gotta study i need to do good! GRRR!!!

boyfriend: doing really good :) i'm very happy with him,and now i see that things happen for a reason i might of went through alot of tears and everything this summer but if that would of never happend then i would of never been so happy with who i'm with right now ..so it's all gravy n mash potatoes..heart u ;)

cheerleading: been good the games have been fun atleast the home games away games kindda suck but i just like cheering n dancing...were not getting new uniforms anymore which sucks but w/e

autmn capers: i'm finally ahving fun with it the hours are VERY tiring but i'm having a real good time dancing cuz i love to dance!!! can't wait till the show!!

well i don't have noting else to write about..i'm here with my dog sitti g next to me she got a bath the other dat and she's all cute n clean i love my doggy!!!! ::::shoutout to my dog:::::::: lol

okie bye bye

luv ya
jen

very good mood

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 21:10:46 GMT

today was such a horrible day but it's amazing how just a quick moment can turn my day totally around. i had the worst day i was just so sad all day....then that special perosn came and everything is alright i'm so happy and thankful that i'm getting another chance and i'm sOoOoOo determined to make everything right again..things WILL be different and i WILL change not only for *u* or me but for us! :)

i just read my horoscope for today and i was like OMG it's so accurate..check it out:

Daily Horoscope for Aquarius - 09/23/03
You're ready to deal with something that's given you nothing but trouble. Maybe a job or relationship has outlived its usefulness. Maybe you're selling a lemon of a car or sending a whole section of your wardrobe to the thrift shop. Simply announcing your intention could be the catalyst that you needed all along. Putting others on notice leaves you free to act without guilt. This isn't the end of anything. It's just the first stage of a much longer process. Stay attentive. Stay flexible, too. You need to be on top of this situation if it's going to work for you.

okie that's all for now bye :)

*heart u*
jen

:::thinking::::::

Sun, 21 Sep 2003 06:29:58 GMT

here i am 2:12 a.m in the damn morning and i'm at annery's hosue just got back form mainstreet with miguel anne and maurice..i had alot of fun, it was a good time..and the movie was awesome i don't acre what u ppl think!!!! well w.e
just got off the phone and i'm a lil bugged bout shyt...things aren't how they were or how i thought they were..i don't really like it now at this moment..cna't even talk to u the same way without being in person or arguing it's weird and i don't like it i don't kno what's going on but it's like,...i dunno ut just feels weird i can't explain it..it sux.. i don't even kno wut to say anymore....it shouldn't be like this......(maybe i'm just having a bad weekend?)

w/e..last weekend was a blast i had a lot of fun we went up to marco island with my parents, annery and enrique..it was fun don't really feel like getting much into detail, it was just a good time got a good tan bought a new bathing suit becasue mine was startin to bust right before we got into the water the right side of my top bathign suit went to hell..so there went that..lol we met a new friend "marco"..we miss ya, he was very "crabby" lol..lame joke i kno..spare me it's late, and yea it wasfun

well imma go to sleep now cuz i'm super tired adn just annoyed at a certain perosn so w/e not in the mood to write anymore chow!

luv ya,
jen

::::::oh yea note to u clueless pricks:::::
u know what i'm really tired of being told "omg i can't belive what u did" when the fuck are u assholes gunna wake up and smell reality..cuz u fucken pricks don't mother fucken realize i didn't do shyt this wasn't my fault! so build me a mother fucken bridge and get the fuck over it already and stop blmaing this on me u jerks really look ridiculous u have no clue what ur mother fucken tlaking about so just shut that fucken hole in ur face already!!

hey hey

Sat, 13 Sep 2003 05:52:30 GMT

hey guys well i haven't updated for while so lemmy recap on my last weekend "beach" had fun very cloudy.. had a lil issue but things r okay now..it's funny how u don't realize what a great thing u ahve untill u loose it :)...i kinda forgot what else i did i kno there was pizza involved after the beach or w/e i don't really acre anymore
as of right now it's 1:47 and i'm tired as balls i'm at annery's house we just got outta a game then we went to denny's and now i'm here waiting for tomm. when my parents come poick us up then go poick up enrique then were off to marco island for the weeknd which seems like it'll be fun but i'm soOo TIRED RIGHT NOW IT AINT EVEN FUNNY i can't even think str8 i'm waitng to go to bed it's calling me grrr...

well thingsa with enrique are going really awesome we had a lil "booger day" last weekend but were okay now..i'm very stubborn and hard headed sumtimes hopefully that wojn't cost be my relationship in the long run...heart joooo!!!

cheer leading is good i think and we just recently started autumn capers...it's looking good.so i'm excited..but not too excited cuz right now i'm very tired..i'll be excited agin next practice lol

yea w/e i'm strtaing to fall outta the chaitr so imma go and do this thing called SLEEP!!!!

buh-bye. luv ya and goodnite
jen! :)

hey hey everybody!!!!

Mon, 01 Sep 2003 19:42:53 GMT

hey everybody!! well things are going really good! yesterday i went to enrique's house and it was the sweetest thing..he cooked for me and then we "watched" a movie lol i wasn't even paying attention lol..i kicked his ass in checkers adn won any-time massages for a whole week woohoo!! bwahaha (who run it?)lol heart ya!

um friday went to a gurls night out i had a really good time there was like 10 gurls very loud in a restuarant then we went to kathys house n just chilled i had a really good time i love mah gurlies!
we need to do this agian soon

and as for today later on imma go to enriquw's house after he gets outta practcie and we gunna have a mini blockbuster with a few ppl wqhich thank God jujst got the news that i can go woohoo i love my mommy

school is good my classes are str8 i have one class that they fucked up and imma hafta change it..but the rest are good

cheerleading is also fun we got our first game coming up which i'm excited about and we stunbted alst practcie ..got a lil frustrated but we'll keep weokign at it and getting better so that's str8

don't rally think i have anythign else new happening?..ummm nope not really just the usual BULLSHYT!!!.. with a LoSeR that needs to get a lyf adn stya outta mine..the mind games don't work wiht me hun..sorry "nerd" lmao

quotes of the entry:
*sometimes life might take away things that you can't see yourself living without but it also give u new opportunities, take them, u never know they might lead you to happiness...

*In life there is a plan, things happen for a reason even if you dont want to agree with them, and you just have to take life as it comes because the pain will be erased and new and brighter memories will come your way...

BOTH ARE COMPLIMENTS OF ANNERY (luv ya gurly)

well that's all folks!

luv ya,
jen

whatever

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 23:22:47 GMT

hey well w/e right now i'm so frutrated with alot of different thigs that i honwetsly don't really feel like tlkaing about it i just feel kinda crappy about sum stuff but w/e i was just recently looking through a whole mess of quotes and i fund sum cute ones that i thoguht u ppl would like to read or w/e i think there good..not really any particular reason why i choose these just liked them..there's a whole bunch of them so if u liek quotes go crazy if not then i guess skip this part and u can go to hell..w/e i don't really give a shyt..enjoy..sorry if i'm being bytchy i'm just not in a woohoo fucken mood

qoutes:

If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything

Sure men were born to lie, and women to believe them.

I know my tears won't stop until my love does, And my love won't stop until my heart does

To forgive is to set the prisoner free and then discover the prisoner was you.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, So did you close your eyes when I cried.

He can only break your heart so many times before it finally shatters and you lose all hope

Promise me....That's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Please, losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

Living without you takes a lot of getting used to....You're a hard habit to break

The saddest thing was to see me in love with you after everything you were putting me through

In every life there is one great love and one unforgettable heartbreak

The things I remember most about being in love, is the joy that lasted for a while, the smiles, the way you held me, and all the tears I cried when u decieved me.

I was holding on to something that use to be there hoping it would come back, but knowing it wasn't

How do you teach your heart it is a crime to fall in love again.

No matter how badly your heart is broken, the world does not stop for your grief.

Some of us think holding on make us strong, But sometimes it is letting go

A man always finds it hard to realize that he may have finally lost a woman's love, however badly he may have treated her.

I understand that with love comes pain, But why did I have to love so much

Take time to love her or someone else will (to all the fellas)

You alwaiis said the things I wished you to say; And it's funny cuz you made me believe that you meant it.

How do you leave the past behind you when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart.

I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are, but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before because I'm not suppose to love you anymore

Why do we always go out of our way to hold on to the wrong ones and let the right ones slip right through our fingers

How come whenever I think I'm over you, you talk to me and make me feel like I'm the most loved person in the world, and then I realize I still love you and can't and won't get over you.

How do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart. It reaches way down deep and tears you inside out til you are torn apart.

Don't they know that when a heart is breaking, the pain just won't go away.

I have fallen in love with you, so much more than I said I would.

Where the heart is willing, it will find a thousand ways. Where it is unwilling it will find a thousand excuses.

*After all the times you hurt me.. The times you made me cry.. Why do i forgive you, with every little sigh? The times that you betrayed me.. The times of painful goodbyes.. Why do I still need you, after all those lies? The times you had ignored me.. And the times my pain had shown.. Why do i still care for you, though you left me all alone? With the scars you left upon me.. And the tears that fall each day.. Why am I still in love with you, Though you've treated me this way?*

*I sit here and think about everything that has happened this past year and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe it's because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just too mad at you, or maybe just maybe it's my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet.*

I wish you hadn't kissed me/ When you walked me to the door.
I wish you hadn't held my hand/ And made me want you more.
I wish you hadn't whispered/ All those sweet things in my ear.
I wish you hadn't stroked my hair/ Or hugged and held me near.
I wish you hadn't smiled/ When I opened up my eyes
I wish your touch/ Had not erased all your little lies.
I wish there were no little things/ Reminding me of you.
I wish memories would not/ Make me feel the way I do.
I wish I didn't know/ That if you called I'd run right over.
I wish I could be strong and smart/ And give you the cold shoulder.
I wish you would have treated me/ Like just another girl.
Then the nights I spent with you/ Would feel like what they were.
I wish I hadn't fallen hard/ I knew you weren't for real,
But I just can't help the way/ That being with you made me feel.
I wish I wouldn't wake up sad/ And know I've dreamt of you.
I wish I could get through a day/ and never think of you.
I wish I could forget/ How you took away my fears
I wish I only thought of/ When you didn't wipe my tears.
I wish that you had been the guy/ I hoped that you would be.
I wish I could get over you/ Like you got over me.
I wish that I could see you/ For the person that you are,
But the heart won't ever listen/ Or grant wishes on a star.
And I wish that all these wishes/ Were full of honesty
But truth be told/ I wish that you would just come back to me.

Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name. And someone asked if I knew you. Looking away, I thought of all the time we had together; sharing, laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more. And then without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for an answer, and then said softly, "Once...I thought I did.*

*I just never thought/ I’d be replaced so soon. / I wasn’t prepared to hear those words from you. / So, if it’s going to be this way, don’t worry, / I can take the news okay. / But if you see me walking by / and there are tears in my eyes / look away

okay yea w/e i gues that's it bye

wanan shoot sumone right now..
but still luv ya,
jen

::::::::ChEeSe:::::::::

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 19:43:33 GMT

hello to everyone!!

well for those of you who don't know this yet..me and "fooseball boy" lol are now official..woohoo..he asked me out on sat the 23 at gameworks!..i'm excited! :)..well anywayz..for the coming of a new relationship or whatever i can say i've learned alot from my past..i've learned to never completely give my heart away to sumone, and to never allow myself to fall in love with sumone so easily..i've learned that 2nd chances are just ur own excuse for not being strong enough to just give up and let go, and i've learned to not be so nieve and let love blind me of what may or may not be right infront of my eyes..

well anywayz the first two days of school have been good i only got one class i needa change which is pottery czu they agve it to me for 1 adn 4 and i didn't want two of the same classes so imma prob ahve moss for fourh and be his aid which will be cool cuz i got him for 2 so i'll be his aid for fourth and it'll be like a free period basically..lol well w/e..school isn't very interseting to write about and i don't really think anyone gives a shyt what my schedule issues are lol..so i'll stop right here.

well chow chow to everyone!!

luv ya,
jen

my head hurts

Thu, 21 Aug 2003 21:05:24 GMT

hey everybody well right now i'm feeling really crappy..i just got my period and i got like the biggest cramps and my head hurts!! i feel like really really bad..grrr..i'm on PMS mode lol..j/k..well w/e i'm so bored enrique's at friggen football practice...ALL DAY!!!..and i miss him....u suck!..well on a brighter note he's improving on his phone skills ..lmao..last night we spent a good 3 hours on the phone before he went to bed..i think that was a record lol..

well on a different topic in a way i wnat school to start and in a way i don't..i'm like all confused i kno alot of drama is gunna start and alot of problems are gunna happen cuz i just found out i have a certain sumbody in one of my classes..as if i haven't been through enough this summer..it's like this shyt is gunna fucken carry itself on to the damn mother fucken pinga school year..(not really looking forward to it) w/e...i'm definatlt looking forward to the football games..i'm so exicted finally being out on the field and cheering for mah bebe is gunna be pretty cool too.

bueno imma let u all go cuz i don't ahve much else to rite about bye bye.. k.i.s.s.e.s!

luv u all
jen

p.s
i'll update later if anythign interseting happens..:)

just thinking

Mon, 18 Aug 2003 19:59:07 GMT

*general thought right now*
sum ppl are just so fucken ridiculous and hypocritical that i think it's completely halrious..why do u feel the need to pretend that ur sumone ur not..that just fricken baffles me how sum ppl can't just accept things y ya pa la fucken pinga guy my God this peson is driving me crazy..ur acting like a God damn hypocrite and trying to fucken do things that aint gunan work..i think it's so fucken funny..u need to get a life a get over it *buddy* cuz in kathy's famous words "it's not that serious"

i've relaized threw my high school years so far i'v leanred so much about ppl in general, i use to be so nieve about everyhting..about getting hurt, backstabbed, cheated on, or even lied to.. and i'm not just tlaking about relationships..i'm tlkaing about frienships also..ppl are so weird sumtimes..why can't they just be real to themselves and not be the cause of so much fucken drama...ppl need to grow up sumtimes

well w/e i was just thinking about sumthings right now and how lots of things have changed over these 3 years of high school and i just thinks it's all sum kinda ridiculous joke...

jen